Wednesday, May 30, 2007
34 weeks...
34 weeks...
I will be 34 weeks tmw..last checkup was at 32 weeks two weeks ago. Baby was 1.8 kg and everything was well, except for the fact that I put on 3 kg the last round. My iron level was well beyond the normal range, 13.4 compared to 11.5 for a normal person, so the nurse jokingly said I could donate blood!! I m glad my little Jordan is doing well. I hope he continues to be a good boy and stay down all the way...
Was quite irritated with that bitchy woman last week. I really cannot stand people who indulge in self-pity and think they are the most unfortunate person in this world. Honestly, under normal circumstances, considering that bitch's situation, I would really have pitied her and be on her side, offering her comfort and such. But because it is HER and because of all the things that she has ever done to us in the past, I feel not a hint of pity for her. In fact, I feel that she brought it upon herself, to force a marriage onto a man who does not want any commitment at all. And now, she is trying to get the whole damn world to be on her side, to pity her, to cry with her, to tell her "We support you, oh you poor thing!" but it's something I cannot bring myself to do, otherwise I would be such a hypocritical wretch.
My only prayer, deep from my heart, is that she will NOT be physically near me or my baby too often in future, cuz the very sight of her irks me. The very sound of her voice is like tyres screeching and her very face irritates me. You know how some people have that kind of face which says "The whole world is against me, what have I done to deserve a fate like this?"..I really cannot stand it..I mean, there are so many people out there who are much worse off than you are. Dun try to gain sympathy through your superb acting skills. Like piggy said, although the other party is at fault but she still has to bear part of the responsibility for her own plight. She is making it sound like she is 100% innocent. Yucks! Can't stand her!!
Was quite irritated with that bitchy woman last week. I really cannot stand people who indulge in self-pity and think they are the most unfortunate person in this world. Honestly, under normal circumstances, considering that bitch's situation, I would really have pitied her and be on her side, offering her comfort and such. But because it is HER and because of all the things that she has ever done to us in the past, I feel not a hint of pity for her. In fact, I feel that she brought it upon herself, to force a marriage onto a man who does not want any commitment at all. And now, she is trying to get the whole damn world to be on her side, to pity her, to cry with her, to tell her "We support you, oh you poor thing!" but it's something I cannot bring myself to do, otherwise I would be such a hypocritical wretch.
My only prayer, deep from my heart, is that she will NOT be physically near me or my baby too often in future, cuz the very sight of her irks me. The very sound of her voice is like tyres screeching and her very face irritates me. You know how some people have that kind of face which says "The whole world is against me, what have I done to deserve a fate like this?"..I really cannot stand it..I mean, there are so many people out there who are much worse off than you are. Dun try to gain sympathy through your superb acting skills. Like piggy said, although the other party is at fault but she still has to bear part of the responsibility for her own plight. She is making it sound like she is 100% innocent. Yucks! Can't stand her!!
Kimmie scribbles
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