Wednesday, May 30, 2007
34 weeks...
34 weeks...
I will be 34 weeks tmw..last checkup was at 32 weeks two weeks ago. Baby was 1.8 kg and everything was well, except for the fact that I put on 3 kg the last round. My iron level was well beyond the normal range, 13.4 compared to 11.5 for a normal person, so the nurse jokingly said I could donate blood!! I m glad my little Jordan is doing well. I hope he continues to be a good boy and stay down all the way...
Was quite irritated with that bitchy woman last week. I really cannot stand people who indulge in self-pity and think they are the most unfortunate person in this world. Honestly, under normal circumstances, considering that bitch's situation, I would really have pitied her and be on her side, offering her comfort and such. But because it is HER and because of all the things that she has ever done to us in the past, I feel not a hint of pity for her. In fact, I feel that she brought it upon herself, to force a marriage onto a man who does not want any commitment at all. And now, she is trying to get the whole damn world to be on her side, to pity her, to cry with her, to tell her "We support you, oh you poor thing!" but it's something I cannot bring myself to do, otherwise I would be such a hypocritical wretch.
My only prayer, deep from my heart, is that she will NOT be physically near me or my baby too often in future, cuz the very sight of her irks me. The very sound of her voice is like tyres screeching and her very face irritates me. You know how some people have that kind of face which says "The whole world is against me, what have I done to deserve a fate like this?"..I really cannot stand it..I mean, there are so many people out there who are much worse off than you are. Dun try to gain sympathy through your superb acting skills. Like piggy said, although the other party is at fault but she still has to bear part of the responsibility for her own plight. She is making it sound like she is 100% innocent. Yucks! Can't stand her!!
Was quite irritated with that bitchy woman last week. I really cannot stand people who indulge in self-pity and think they are the most unfortunate person in this world. Honestly, under normal circumstances, considering that bitch's situation, I would really have pitied her and be on her side, offering her comfort and such. But because it is HER and because of all the things that she has ever done to us in the past, I feel not a hint of pity for her. In fact, I feel that she brought it upon herself, to force a marriage onto a man who does not want any commitment at all. And now, she is trying to get the whole damn world to be on her side, to pity her, to cry with her, to tell her "We support you, oh you poor thing!" but it's something I cannot bring myself to do, otherwise I would be such a hypocritical wretch.
My only prayer, deep from my heart, is that she will NOT be physically near me or my baby too often in future, cuz the very sight of her irks me. The very sound of her voice is like tyres screeching and her very face irritates me. You know how some people have that kind of face which says "The whole world is against me, what have I done to deserve a fate like this?"..I really cannot stand it..I mean, there are so many people out there who are much worse off than you are. Dun try to gain sympathy through your superb acting skills. Like piggy said, although the other party is at fault but she still has to bear part of the responsibility for her own plight. She is making it sound like she is 100% innocent. Yucks! Can't stand her!!
Kimmie scribbles
5:14 pm |
Friday, May 18, 2007
The "rotten" fruit is back....
Yes, Apple is coming back to Singapore today (most likely on her first/business class air tic)..my MIL told me yesterday nite...I sure hope she won't stay long. I really hate to see her or talk to her, even for 5 minutes, yes, even for 5 minutes!!! That's how much I dislike her...cuz she always has nothing good to say and she likes to talk even when there is nothing very much to talk about. You could call that making conversation, but I m utterly sick of it. Esp now that I m pregnant, I really would not want to come into contact with her, if I can help it. But my hubby just told me, we are gng to have dinner with her tonight, together with my PILs. So sickening, I have half the mind to tell him, I would rather we eat on our own, but I know Piggy will surely tell me not to be "so bad". But honestly, I m quite sure, that after not having seen me for such a long time, that Apple will sure have lots of "provoking" things regarding pregnancy to say to me. I m just SO NOT looking forward to dinner. Basically, I just want to stay as far away from her as possible!!!
And with little Jordan due to arrive in less than 2 months time, I m really worried about the fact that Apple has gotten her visa and would be in and out of Singapore freely and regularly and may even stay for extended periods of time. I m so not looking forward to her popping by my MIL's place regularly, cuz I dun want little Jordan to come into contact with such a bitch. It would be worse if my MIL were to ask her to come over as and when she likes. I really hope that Piggy will tell his mom that we really dun want that to happen. I really really pray with all my heart and mind and soul that God will protect little Jordan from the evil one, that He will grant my little baby wisdom to discern between "good" and "evil" and to respond appropriately when he comes into contact with either. Amen.
And with little Jordan due to arrive in less than 2 months time, I m really worried about the fact that Apple has gotten her visa and would be in and out of Singapore freely and regularly and may even stay for extended periods of time. I m so not looking forward to her popping by my MIL's place regularly, cuz I dun want little Jordan to come into contact with such a bitch. It would be worse if my MIL were to ask her to come over as and when she likes. I really hope that Piggy will tell his mom that we really dun want that to happen. I really really pray with all my heart and mind and soul that God will protect little Jordan from the evil one, that He will grant my little baby wisdom to discern between "good" and "evil" and to respond appropriately when he comes into contact with either. Amen.
Kimmie scribbles
11:18 am |
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Updates...
Haven't updated for a while...
Last week:
Met up with C & E for dinner...it's been a long while since we all last met, a pity EH couldn't join us, otherwise she is sure to tease E no end about her "status". C & E still look & behave in the same way, especially E with her screeching and "hysterical" laughter and her funny ways...she really hasn't changed one bit! It was really funny to see her drop one of her earrings and grope around for it in the cafe...it's so "her"!!
One reason why I was so excited to meet E was because E had been very secretive and evasive about her relationship status. Apparently, she has been very busy, fighting hard to keep off this crazy teacher in her school, who seemed interested in her, yet behaved like a sex maniac! According to E, he would say very "suggestive" things to her and ask her to go and sit on his laps in the staff room!! E said he was fair, short and ugly and was definitely not her cup of tea..and with the wierd behaviour, it was worse! Haha
C and I thought it was probably due to her way of dressing, which attracted the attention of this "sex maniac". C pointed out that E always wore revealing tops and there was once, when she wore this translucent white shirt which showed almost everything underneath...imagine how all the male students must have reacted...haha.. I think this is an area of concern, especially for teachers, since they come into contact with many people who look or stare at them everyday...
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Also met up with JC and LC for a while to collect JC's wedding card from her. LC looks ever so slim, even with a 15 months baby boy..she certainly doesn't look it. I sure hope I will be able to slim down after Jordan is born.. seems like all my "mummy" friends bounced back to what they were originally and look even more radiant than ever!!
Over the weekend:
Finally bought the baby cot and playpen. I m so happy that they have the classic pooh bedsheets for the cot --I bought that and another blue cartoonish bed sheet set for the cot and the play pen. We also went to the OG baby fair and bought quite a lot of baby essentials, like baby soap, powder, blankie, towels, etc. Then, we proceeded to John Little and bought this Kids Tools musical mobile for hanging on the cot. The colours are only black, white and red, supposedly best for babies during the initial months, when their eyes can only see up to a certain distance...I hope Jordan will enjoy it, cuz it's not cheap!
Today:
During lunch, I was trying to stimulate little Jordan by talking to him and he really moved alot when I tried to play with him..heehee..Tmw, I m gng to visit my gynae again, have to take a blood test for iron --just a mini one -- those prick on the fingers kind...hopefully won't be too painful. And I hope my iron level is enough for my little baby though my cuckoo little piggy said that with the amount of pork I eat everyday, our baby is sure to have enough iron!!!
Last week:
Met up with C & E for dinner...it's been a long while since we all last met, a pity EH couldn't join us, otherwise she is sure to tease E no end about her "status". C & E still look & behave in the same way, especially E with her screeching and "hysterical" laughter and her funny ways...she really hasn't changed one bit! It was really funny to see her drop one of her earrings and grope around for it in the cafe...it's so "her"!!
One reason why I was so excited to meet E was because E had been very secretive and evasive about her relationship status. Apparently, she has been very busy, fighting hard to keep off this crazy teacher in her school, who seemed interested in her, yet behaved like a sex maniac! According to E, he would say very "suggestive" things to her and ask her to go and sit on his laps in the staff room!! E said he was fair, short and ugly and was definitely not her cup of tea..and with the wierd behaviour, it was worse! Haha
C and I thought it was probably due to her way of dressing, which attracted the attention of this "sex maniac". C pointed out that E always wore revealing tops and there was once, when she wore this translucent white shirt which showed almost everything underneath...imagine how all the male students must have reacted...haha.. I think this is an area of concern, especially for teachers, since they come into contact with many people who look or stare at them everyday...
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Also met up with JC and LC for a while to collect JC's wedding card from her. LC looks ever so slim, even with a 15 months baby boy..she certainly doesn't look it. I sure hope I will be able to slim down after Jordan is born.. seems like all my "mummy" friends bounced back to what they were originally and look even more radiant than ever!!
Over the weekend:
Finally bought the baby cot and playpen. I m so happy that they have the classic pooh bedsheets for the cot --I bought that and another blue cartoonish bed sheet set for the cot and the play pen. We also went to the OG baby fair and bought quite a lot of baby essentials, like baby soap, powder, blankie, towels, etc. Then, we proceeded to John Little and bought this Kids Tools musical mobile for hanging on the cot. The colours are only black, white and red, supposedly best for babies during the initial months, when their eyes can only see up to a certain distance...I hope Jordan will enjoy it, cuz it's not cheap!
Today:
During lunch, I was trying to stimulate little Jordan by talking to him and he really moved alot when I tried to play with him..heehee..Tmw, I m gng to visit my gynae again, have to take a blood test for iron --just a mini one -- those prick on the fingers kind...hopefully won't be too painful. And I hope my iron level is enough for my little baby though my cuckoo little piggy said that with the amount of pork I eat everyday, our baby is sure to have enough iron!!!
Kimmie scribbles
2:17 pm |
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Baby Talk...
Ever since Mrs Wong mentioned during the pre-natal class (which we are currently attending at TMC) that it's good for the father to talk to the baby everyday morning and night, Piggy has been trying to talk to Jordan every nite (or at least I will remind him to). However, Piggy says the same thing to Jordan every night, it will always go something like this
"Baby, baby, how are you? Did you have a good day? Daddy had a busy day at work. Be good to mummy and I will see you tmw morning, gdnite!"
And in the morning, if he happens to be up, he will say this:
"Baby, baby, good morning, we are going to eat breakfast! Have a good day, be good to mommy and I will see you tonight!"
So it's about the same words everyday, then I asked Piggy how come he doesn't have more to say. And guess what he said? "I say the same words everyday, so that Jordan will hear the same thing everyday and know that it's me!"
So funny, and as I m typing this, my little baby is moving inside. He must be reacting to his cuckoo daddy's logic!!! haha..
"Baby, baby, how are you? Did you have a good day? Daddy had a busy day at work. Be good to mummy and I will see you tmw morning, gdnite!"
And in the morning, if he happens to be up, he will say this:
"Baby, baby, good morning, we are going to eat breakfast! Have a good day, be good to mommy and I will see you tonight!"
So it's about the same words everyday, then I asked Piggy how come he doesn't have more to say. And guess what he said? "I say the same words everyday, so that Jordan will hear the same thing everyday and know that it's me!"
So funny, and as I m typing this, my little baby is moving inside. He must be reacting to his cuckoo daddy's logic!!! haha..
Kimmie scribbles
5:54 pm |
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Getting Bigger & Bigger....
I feel as if my tummy is growing exponentially bigger by the day. I m finding it so uncomfortable to turn about at night and even get up from the bed, cuz of the bulk in front of me. In fact, I feel a little clumsy..haha..
My mom was telling me yesterday that I ought to stop driving soon, as she felt it was dangerous, since there is always a chance of a premature birth and it would be troublesome if I suddenly go into labour while driving. Of course, it feels better to be driven than to drive yourself, but I think it's impractical for Piggy to send me to and from work everyday....at least for now, since I still feel ok, except that I feel kinda clumsy and bulky when I climb in and out of the car. I also find that my back needs lots of support, as in I feel really tired and uncomfortable when I sit on stools or on chairs with low backings. It's like I need to lean back otherwise my tummy is stuck in a very awkward position!
My mom also told me to take leave a week or two before my due date to play safe, but I dun wanna waste my leave, staying at home to wait for the labour pains. I hope my gyane can give me MC for the one or two weeks before my EDD so that I can rest. My friend's gynae seems to be really generous with such MCs and I sure hope my gynae will do the same...haha..
My mom was telling me yesterday that I ought to stop driving soon, as she felt it was dangerous, since there is always a chance of a premature birth and it would be troublesome if I suddenly go into labour while driving. Of course, it feels better to be driven than to drive yourself, but I think it's impractical for Piggy to send me to and from work everyday....at least for now, since I still feel ok, except that I feel kinda clumsy and bulky when I climb in and out of the car. I also find that my back needs lots of support, as in I feel really tired and uncomfortable when I sit on stools or on chairs with low backings. It's like I need to lean back otherwise my tummy is stuck in a very awkward position!
My mom also told me to take leave a week or two before my due date to play safe, but I dun wanna waste my leave, staying at home to wait for the labour pains. I hope my gyane can give me MC for the one or two weeks before my EDD so that I can rest. My friend's gynae seems to be really generous with such MCs and I sure hope my gynae will do the same...haha..
Kimmie scribbles
3:07 pm |
Thursday, May 03, 2007
My Little Twinkie Responds to Classical Music!!
I was really surprised tho I have heard that babies respond really well to classical music. That nite, I felt little Jordan stir just as Piggy switched the radio channel from Class 95 to Symphony 924...and he continued moving as the music played! The amazing thing was that Jordan was all quiet before that! I m beginning to feel my little baby's movements more and more and it really is so exciting to see D Day approaching as the days go by. In fact, I m actually supposed to count the number of times Jordan moves in a day -- at least 10 movements, otherwise I have to head back to Dr Wee the next day. So far, he's been pretty active, especially when his daddy is around..so funny, it's as though he can feel Piggy's presence!
Anyway, just an update on my progress...I m about 30 weeks today! Saw Dr Wee last Fri, when I was 29 weeks and I m pleased to announce that I only put on 1.2 kg for the past month!! Haha. So now, I know the trick to not piling on excessive weight -- I need to eat in smaller portions. Cuz I have realised that I need to eat regularly, so it helps that I eat less at each meal, so that I have room for the morning and afternoon snacks. And I have also begun to make healthier choices, such as eating fruits, and having bread for breakfast. Hopefully, I can maintain my weight gain at 1 kg per month for my last 10 weeks.
Bought some baby clothes online last week and oh my, they are so cute! I really cannot resist the temptation to buy baby clothes, so my precious Jordan now probably has more clothes than he can wear! Piggy says he is glad that we are not having a gal, otherwise I would have spent a bomb on her clothes, since baby gals' clothes are so much more pretty and have so much more variety! My friend even told me jokingly that"God must have given you a boy, to curb your spending cuz He knows that if it's a gal, you would be spending a lot more on her clothes!" Haha.
We still haven't gone to look at the baby cot, partly because we dunno where we will be when Jordan is born. Our house issue is still unsettled -- in fact, the lawyer has only sent the letter requesting for compensation to the developer like 1.5 wks ago. The developer is supposed to respond by this week, I think. I sure hope they can start work immediately, cuz I really hope to be at our new place, when Jordan is born. Now, some of our things are at our new pl and some are at my in laws' so gets a little confusing and it's also quite troublesome, cuz when I need something, I have to go back to our house to retrieve it. It would all be more convenient if everything's at one pl. So I m crossing my fingers and praying hard that God will speed up the entire process!
Anyway, just an update on my progress...I m about 30 weeks today! Saw Dr Wee last Fri, when I was 29 weeks and I m pleased to announce that I only put on 1.2 kg for the past month!! Haha. So now, I know the trick to not piling on excessive weight -- I need to eat in smaller portions. Cuz I have realised that I need to eat regularly, so it helps that I eat less at each meal, so that I have room for the morning and afternoon snacks. And I have also begun to make healthier choices, such as eating fruits, and having bread for breakfast. Hopefully, I can maintain my weight gain at 1 kg per month for my last 10 weeks.
Bought some baby clothes online last week and oh my, they are so cute! I really cannot resist the temptation to buy baby clothes, so my precious Jordan now probably has more clothes than he can wear! Piggy says he is glad that we are not having a gal, otherwise I would have spent a bomb on her clothes, since baby gals' clothes are so much more pretty and have so much more variety! My friend even told me jokingly that"God must have given you a boy, to curb your spending cuz He knows that if it's a gal, you would be spending a lot more on her clothes!" Haha.
We still haven't gone to look at the baby cot, partly because we dunno where we will be when Jordan is born. Our house issue is still unsettled -- in fact, the lawyer has only sent the letter requesting for compensation to the developer like 1.5 wks ago. The developer is supposed to respond by this week, I think. I sure hope they can start work immediately, cuz I really hope to be at our new place, when Jordan is born. Now, some of our things are at our new pl and some are at my in laws' so gets a little confusing and it's also quite troublesome, cuz when I need something, I have to go back to our house to retrieve it. It would all be more convenient if everything's at one pl. So I m crossing my fingers and praying hard that God will speed up the entire process!
Kimmie scribbles
9:36 am |