Thursday, October 13, 2005
Feeling Down..

Feeling rather down and lonely today, maybe I have been staying at home too much. Last week, I felt rather tired cuz I went out almost every other day but this week, I am pretty stationary. Sometimes, it just gets tiring going out so often but yet when I dun go out at all, I feel so bored. Maybe I miss my piggy too much, miss spending time with him & talking to him...we do talk on the phone almost everyday but somehow our conversations are always very brief and well, it's certainly different cuz his presence is not here so guess at times when I need a listening ear or someone to be there, he isn't there. Ya, he comes back almost like once every month or so, but then the rest of the time, we are apart. Thinking of the weekends ahead, sometimes I feel quite miserable. It gets kind of tiring going out with different people all the time and I guess everyone is busy with their own lives too...so sometimes I turn to blogging but then when you blog, there is always a limit to what u can write about and anyway, blogging is merely just writing, it's nothing like talking to a real life person...

Maybe work has a part to play too.... I think maybe I really shouldn't complain about work so much but it just so happens that there is always something justifiable to "gripe" about. Just today, that Garfield almost made me vomit blood! As I mentioned yesterday, I helped her with the 10 folders that we despatched this morning. Then, this morning, I offered to help her file the remainder of the other 10 folders cuz she is on course and I was afraid that our submission would be delayed by that, but guess what? She told me she had not even photostated the 10 sets for the remaining 10 folders? And she had also not prepared the dividers for the folders! It's not difficult for me to just go and zap 10 sets of everything she has but precisely because it is not difficult, I wonder why she could not get it ready when our submission is already so late. I mean the clever way to do things would have been to zap 20 copies instead of the 10 copies she used for the 10 folders yesterday! Think her brain is really so dead that she can only think of what she needs to do that very day. I mean you are going to do the 20 folders within the 2 days anyway, why do you have to split up the zapping into 10 sets and 10 sets when the sorter in the photocopying machine could easily zap 20 sets and sort it out nicely for you?? Felt really frustrated with her, think she is really bird-brained or something!! I mean that's her job and now I have to help her do it, guess our department might as well do without her!!!

Kimmie scribbles
6:01 pm |

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